Weird...

I just went through the video interface at PeterCoffin.com and shut off any videos that prominently featured my ex-girlfriend. It’s such a weird feeling, it was like looking at the past two years of my life (because there literally are videos from nearly two years ago) and saying, “well, forget that!”

I’m enjoying being single and not having to report to/please anyone. It’s allowing me to focus on this monumental task of creating the stuff I do, but looking back and seeing when things were good – when she would still say the big l-word with no prompting – it’s weird. Not that I’m sad; in fact, it kind of makes me think “well, compared to that, things had gotten pretty bad.” And it’s good that I am not putting myself through that anymore.

It’s quite odd. I really haven’t been depressed over the whole thing. About a month ago, I was a total wreck but I am actually pretty damn good now. In a way, I am relieved. Re-born, even.